Dear Krist,
after have seen Montage of Heck I've just thought that you were most probably the only one that loved and understood Kurt intimately during his lifetime. I didn't like that movie, just because the image of Kurt that comes out doesn't pay respect to him and his talent, but when you express your sense of guilt for those last days, there's so much love in that affirmation.
And the fact that you still dream of him, as you stated, it means that the connection isn't broken.
Due to Kurt integrity, as you stated as well, I'd like to think about him now meditating as a monk in a cave for trascending the suffering in his actual reincarnation.
I'd like to think that in some way it's like Kurt had immolate himself for purifying the karma of an entire generation.
According to buddhist wishes, may he be happy and well in his actual form.
With so much love
Andrea
